Tuesday, November 18, 2008
finally everytink is over for her
shld i be happy or sad?
i jus feel dat she might not even haf time for me
even though she so free nowadays
tok to edwin tis few days abt my relationship wif her
today edwin actually said sometink which shocked me so much
he ask me how much actually haf i done for her
he told me he din see any effort on my part
i realised tis was true
but how can i show her my sincerely
how can i show her dat im realli true to her
and wish for her to be girlfriend?
how can i show to her i realli loved her and realli care for her?
how can i show her that she is all i need?
how can i show her that i realli wish to spend my whole life time,
caring for her and making her happy?
HOW HOW HOW????
i jus hope she noes how i feel towards her
yea i admit im someone who doesnt express much of my feelings
but dat doesnt mean she doesnt mean anytink to me
ever since i like her, she has nv been a sec away from my thoughts
it takes two hand to clap
i wonder if she is willing to spend the rest of her life wif me as well
i certainly hope its still not too late to make amendment right now
every night without fail when i doing my prayers
i nv failed to mention how important she is to me to God
i always tell Lord how much i wish to be with her,
praying for her safetly
but everytime when i mention tis,
my tears jus roll down,
thinking she is so near yet so far away from me
thinking that im such a failure
thinking i din realli grab hold of the chance
when i had it
i realli regret it very much
done and said tinks before which hurt her
im realli working very hard towards it
jus nid her to gimme a chance
jus one chance
whether its a success or not
depend on fate
but i strongly believe fate is sometink u fight for
and not waiting for it to come
i love you endlessly.
9:52 AM
Aaron