Sunday, November 23, 2008
how shld i feel after such tink happen to mi?
seriously its jus the works of my pride
that im unable to let go of it
until the point now nth has changed
i put in all my effort and all i get is jus a apology
i kept tinking whether its worth it or not
to do so much tink for someone
who doesnt even appreciate mi
why muz God make a fool of me?
seriously why!!!!
i realli put in my love and effort in her
but why gimme tis kinda of answer?
perhaps all along it jus a wishful part of mine
trying to tink dat she is mine
when all along she didnt tink it dat way
i try ways and means to forget her
but it jus gave me adverse effects
love is seriously sometink blind
make ppl do tinks even they themselves cant bring themselves to do
i tried to drink away my sorrow yest at daryl hse
and when im back i still cant forget
end up drinking at my hse till i realli drop
but yet the first tink in the morning
im back to the square one
how can i ever forget her?
do i realli haf to start a new relationship so as to forget the old one
like wad ppl said?
it jus pains me to see a apology msg from her
first tink in the morning when i woke up
perhaps its time i shld feel heartless like hong ming
heart as hard as stone
so dat i wun get hurt by tis kinda of tink anymore
its the onli way to protect myself
i shld jus remain numb
feeling nth at all, nth at all
i love you endlessly.
10:40 AM
Aaron