Tuesday, July 8, 2008
saw her blog yesterday, i wonder if i one the one she is referring to in her blog...
i hope not...if it is, then all i say is im sorry
why cant i stand so firm when i tell her the decision i made dat night
why does my heart melts when i saw her dat day
why cant i jus let go of sometink which doesnt belong to me at all
why keep clinging on to someone when her heart doesnt contains me
WHY? well i see dat she still does noe how to enjoy herself, going clubbing , shopping
with or even without me..
why muz i be so moodless jus becos of her?
we hasnt been smsing or chat for weeks le..
its obvious enuff for me to stop being so silly and carry on wif this mistake
for someone which u dun even communicate or see her
so what if she keep saying she cares for u?
its nothing but all talks and no actions
coz i jus cant simply feel it
thats certainly not the way it shld be if she realli feels for me
maybe i oredi made a stupid mistake when i fall for her 9 months ago
well i haf been sowing practically for 9 months yet i reap nothing
so gimme a reason why i shld continue doing so?
u do hurt me that much too jus in case u din realise that
from the way u treated me
all i wanted was jus like normal lovers
yet im behaving like im all alone
im not the one u are seeking
its time i guessgood bye my friend
i love you endlessly.
2:50 AM
Aaron