Monday, June 9, 2008
as i head over to marina pier to drop aunt bess's ashes
i passed by yck dat when i tink of her again
been for days and yet nth has changed
came to noe dat aloysius and jonathan has been taking it quite well
as least i noe God is watching over em
came to noe dat aloysius has a girlfriend who stood by him when he was realli down
kinda of envy him haha
tis trip din go to waste, came to noe some of their church friends
who turns out to be quite friendly
emilly, ben and some other friends which i cant recall their name
wanted to go eat dinner wif em actually but she actually sms mi, asking mi to go eat dinner together at 7
of course i wanted la
but in the end, she took mi like a fool and make mi wait for nothing when im so hungry
as i hasnt eaten for the whole day
is it becos i give in too much dat why she take mi for granted?
im realli pissed i certainly am
like it u sms mi, if not u jus ignore mi
do i look like some kinda of toy to u?
tinks been getting from bad to worse
dat day i jus heard sometink which she said to hua hui
on the spot i heard it, my heart dies
so much so dat it petrifys
and i no longer feels the pain
when im down, where were u?
still enjoying wif friends yet i jus dun mean anytink to her
tis fits in wad u told hua hui
nice one la..
din noe i end up in tis state
and it all thnks to u
do wad u like
im washing my hands off u from now on
Im run, running away
im leaving tis place
i love you endlessly.
7:45 AM
Aaron