Saturday, February 16, 2008
failed another attempt again! i went over to find her today, tot of giving her a surprise but ended up she gave mi one instead...it was not a good one i guess...i was so tired on my way there and i fall asleep and ended up at bedok...i was so late for my gathering wif eve they all le yet i chose to go over and gave her the present and accompany her, fearing dat she might be lonely and bored there..so i went ahead and when i was abt to step into the ward, her brother and some guys were there so i decided dat it was certainly not a good time to pass her the two gifts which i wanted to give her long ago...i prepared it for so long yet i dun even haf a chance to pass it to her! argh! how irritating is dat?so i left, feeling disappointed and went over to meet bin they all...i told her i'll be visiting her tml but she told mi not to come becos alot of family members are going tml...she told mi sometink tis afternoon which i found it to feel so sad and for some reason dat two words realli keep appearing in my head...i guess i going to hospital to see doc as well as pass her those tinks which i wanted to den i leave since she doesnt wan mi to go ba...
words can be hurting especially those words are from someone important to u...
i love you endlessly.
11:59 PM
Aaron