Friday, February 8, 2008
my fasting and prayers still continues everyday as her condition saw to see her condition continue to improve...though not much of improvement but its as least better dan remaining constant ...Jus came back after i spend the whole night outside wif my frenz...i totally cant slp at all...at least not in the right mood to slp...right now in my mind is jus whether if she feeling alright and whether if she can get to slp...i went to see her jus now, saw her parents and wish em happy new year wif two oranges though i noe deep down its not a very happy occasion for em at tis point of time..its been realli a very dark period for mich and her family...neither was it easy for mi...i stood there, looking at her thru the window resting on the bed...everytime i went over and visit her, i jus felt a sense of loss, nt knowing wad to do when i see her...all i could do everyday is pray and fast for her, visiting her everyday and jus spend time there, looking at her...i realli din expect her mom to came over to mi after visiting her wif angbao in her hand and gave it to mi...all i wanted was jus to wish her a happy new year wif two orange which was a common practice and din realli expect her to gimme angbao, at least not in a suitation like tis...i felt so paiseh to accept her angbao in tis kinda of circumstance...everytime when i left the hospital, i realli dun feel good and totally not in the mood to do anytink...mind went blank, all dat came across mi is her image and tinking whether if she is okie...i nv once stop worrying for her condition..
she holds a very special place in mi...yes she do!看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着你的身影这么近我却抱不到没有地球太阳还是会绕没有理由我也能自己走
i love you endlessly.
9:06 AM
Aaron