Monday, December 3, 2007
after sitting down and tink for so long, i haf decide to drop a entry before i leave for my camp in 3 hours time...actually i dunno wad to post tis or wad to post...she shld be touching down in 1/2 an hour time ba...ever since more and more ppl noe abt her, rumours has been spreading abt her but i choose to believe in wad i see rather dan to believe wad ppl said becos i noe i shld learn to trust her...Until today morning when i jus wake up and login into my msn, someone send mi a file...upon receiving it, i open it and was shocked to see wad i haf found inside..i realli cant believe wad i haf saw...bad tink come after another, another person was having conversation mi and he told mi he saw sometink which he shldnt haf...WHY! i realli wish all tis was not true but i noe i shldnt lie to myself when i oredi saw it myself! i jus hate ppl lying to mi esp to those i loved and i treasure alot...today haf been the 3rd days since she last drop mi a msg or a call..I hope when she touched down, she would call or at least drop mi a msg and i going to ask her myself! Hope dat it is onli a misunderstanding! Jus hope ba...
Why do tink often turned out like tis when i realli tried so hard and put so much effort in it?I jus hope its not true...Pls dun turn out to be true!
i love you endlessly.
6:34 PM
Aaron