Friday, November 30, 2007
Yest straight after cell went to help Maosen to attend to sometink quite urgent...End up by the time its settled it was oredi 12 plus so i decide to stay overnight at his hse (oredi my second home)..LOL! Wanted to find someone to tok to so went over and force him to stay awake even though he nids to wake up 5.30 ltr...Haha..We chat together wif xiao mao (maosen's bro) till 2+ going 3 den he realli cannot take it and i let him off tis time! While they both fall asleep, i was lying on the bed and was alot of tinks was running thru in my mind...My family, my finance and someone else...Haha..I was vexing over tis few matter till i drop even without noe-ing when...I hope all these matters dat haf been bothering mi can end it fast... I realli had enuff of it! I dun wish to be seen lyk a person without any feelings, stuck at home, doing nth jus lying on bed watching tv!!!! i jus wanna be MYSELF!!! The same old confidence aaron, no one can manage to affect him easily, wun get so emotional and sensitive...Thats wad i wanna be!
i love you endlessly.
1:12 AM
Aaron